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[chica4christ]

I dreamed that I was to meet my ex-husband up for lunch. Thing was, I
somehow missed the bus and ended up walking a long ways. Seemed like
it took me forever to get there but eventually did. We were just
having lunch as usual, but I still knew he was with the other woman.

The way I arrived to the cafeteria was though a bus which the route
was much shorter.
Then we progress from there to a cafeteria style layout with long
tables. I felt like i was back in high school or something. This time,
my ex was there, the other woman, myself and 2 other young adults
girls. The great part was that I was laughing and having a great time
with the young girl and just being myself...silly and crazy. My ex was
wanting to join in but he couldn't because the other woman was there.
He just had a weird grin, partial smiles and trying not to make to
much contact. During this time I was up and dancing around and being
silly enjoying myself so so so much with the 2 other young ladies. My
ex was sitting down and the OW was sitting across from him with her
back towards me.

At one point, I have to leave to go to the bathroom and as soon as I
finished my business, one of the young ladies comes looking for me in
the bathroom and is like come on. I'm like what are you doing? Lets
go, come on...I didnt' understand her urgency at all. We get back to
the cafeteria and while I sat down the young lady slips me a note with
"have you talked to him?" Does he know how you feel? Tell him you love
him..Its like they didn't like this OW for him and wanted me to get
back with him. At this point the OW was sitting next to my ex-husband
and just laying on his head and had her arm wrapped around his really
tight...Almost like insecure and not wanting to let him go.

I never did tell the young ladies that he doesn't want to get back
with me, but they could tell something was wrong when I didn't respond to the note. They really really wanted me to get back with him.

[Janice]

Sis, My heart goes out to you... Have you actually talk to him and told him how you feel? If he still doesn't want to get back together with you...The knowing will hurt... but ay least you can start healing so you can move on in life. Loving on the LORD ay this time is all you need to do while you are waiting for your answer. Soulish dreams are our own desire. God is willing to give us the desires of our heart. But He won't force another to make a choice. However; I don't think you could go wrong in building your time with the LORD. After all God gives us our heart desires after we seek His face. Matt 6:33

[chica4christ]

I am learning to not worry about my ex-husband at all. Just learning to let him go and let God become my husband during this season. He is with this other woman currently and is engaged as I found out yesterday. I am just not going to worry about him anymore
and just focus on the Lord 100%. I dont want to allow him nor her to
dominate in my life anymore and this is because I dont interact with
him at all for nothing. If its God's will then HE will work out HIS perfect plan in reconciling us, if not then God will show me that too.

I must continue to pray and keep focus on Jesus and nothing else in
this life matters!

Yup, me and God on a long journey...Hmm, interesting to see how that
will reveal itself.

[Janice]

nothing else in this life matters!

The key to everything in life. Good for you sis... You will do fine through this...