I walk into a victorian style house that is supposed to be mine in the dream. as im walking in i see my son and nephews playing with swords to my right, laughing and dancing next to the kitchen. i see a lot of strangers sitting down in the livingroom on chairs and many policemen walking around.
i finally get to my room and see myself laying on a twin bed dead, my eyes are black and sunken in, my lips purple and beside me i had a white bowl with bread and ground meat in it. the food at this point was dry and spoiled because i had been dead for some time. at the time i was pregnant with my daughter (mia, BTW we named her before we concieved her IRL.. ) my mom and sister are outside of the door looking in, my husband was sitting on a chair crying, holding his hands to his face. it occurs to me that i am witnessing my wake.
i walk into the room and look in the closet and see that my daughters clothes hanging and felt sad becauses shed never get the chance to wear them. i notice that the ONLY person weeping is my husband everyone else was at peace amazement..
i decide that i need a breather because i couldnt handle what i was seeing.. i walk outside through the back door, walk down the stairs and see God standing there( i could only see his clothing, from shoulder down).. there was another set of stairs doing down, i sat down on them and God sat down next to me. I asked him " why lord? why did i have to die now?"... he said " its your time"... i felt at peace with the answer and said "ok". he then gestured at me to sit in this empty infinity pool with built in seats. I went down the stairs and sat in the pool ..i looked to my left and saw about 5 or 6 men wearing white togas (tied to one side) wearing belts of gold all sitting on the built in seats.for some reason, I knew that these men were saints.... i looked up and saw stars, millions of stars closer and more beautiful than i have ever seen ( the whole dream was in high def).. suddenly the pool starts to fill with water, it began to slowly flow in . it was calm and clear. after it filled up i woke up...
i believe some of this dream MIGHT have already come true but i still need some help ... thank you GOD BLESS
