Couldn't Get to the Audience
Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 9:38 pm
I had a very short dream, but I feel like it has a few definitive meanings. In the beginning of the dream, I was in my school, I suppose gym, but it was very different that it is in real life. The band (that I was a major part of for 4 years) was playing a concert, but I wasn't in the band, I was sitting above them. It seemed impossible--I wasn't directly above them, but near the ceiling, and a little farther back, sitting down, and looking at them. I walked down? I guess, midway through and went to leave the gym. When I did, the concert didn't stop, but the band director started yelling at me that it was rude to leave in the middle of the concert, and couldn't I see that no one else was doing it? The strange part was--people were doing it. They were leaving in twos and threes constantly at a slow rate, though the crowd never seemed to get any smaller. The really odd part was that though the director was yelling at me, no one else could hear him, and to everyone else I knew it looked liked he was still conducting. A few people in the band were looking at me though--apparently they could hear him too. He was doing two things at once. Very strange.
I finally left, and was walking through the hallways trying to get to the audience side. I started to get confused, because I knew the school well, but no matter where I went, I couldn't find my way to the audience. I knew my mother, mother-in-law, and husband were on the other side and I wanted to get to them. After a long time, I found my way outside, and the band was there. When I said, "What are you doing, you have a concert to play!" They looked at me, and one of them said, "We are inside playing." It was one of the people who had seen the director doing two things at once. I was getting scared that I couldn't get into the audience, and I went ouside and in several times. I ran into a man (the only person I had seen inside). The hallways had been completley deserted, and the lights were dim. They had concrete floors, and a sort of whitish and blue color to them. He was an older man, and asked why I was hurrying around. I said I had to get to the audience, and couldn't find my way there. He looked at me, and after awhile said, "Maybe if you can't get to the audience, there's a reason. You aren't supposed to be there, Michelle." Then he apparently disappeared, and I woke up. I have the sort of memory of after he said this, I stopped looking, and suddenly I was with my family that I'd been trying to find.
Any ideas?[/b]
I finally left, and was walking through the hallways trying to get to the audience side. I started to get confused, because I knew the school well, but no matter where I went, I couldn't find my way to the audience. I knew my mother, mother-in-law, and husband were on the other side and I wanted to get to them. After a long time, I found my way outside, and the band was there. When I said, "What are you doing, you have a concert to play!" They looked at me, and one of them said, "We are inside playing." It was one of the people who had seen the director doing two things at once. I was getting scared that I couldn't get into the audience, and I went ouside and in several times. I ran into a man (the only person I had seen inside). The hallways had been completley deserted, and the lights were dim. They had concrete floors, and a sort of whitish and blue color to them. He was an older man, and asked why I was hurrying around. I said I had to get to the audience, and couldn't find my way there. He looked at me, and after awhile said, "Maybe if you can't get to the audience, there's a reason. You aren't supposed to be there, Michelle." Then he apparently disappeared, and I woke up. I have the sort of memory of after he said this, I stopped looking, and suddenly I was with my family that I'd been trying to find.
Any ideas?[/b]