Moonlight Dancing with Holy Spirit
Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2008 3:59 am
Feb 7, 2008
Right now, just before going to bed, I want to type out my dream I had last night.
But to set up everything ~ This past week, it has really been hitting me hard that Mark doesn't love me. And with the anniverary of our engagement coming up in a few days (Feb 9th) it was increasingly unsettling.
Now, this dream has changed me.
In the dream, I am at Immanuel Evangelical Free Church (my home church). I'm trying to distinguish the 2 girls (sisters) @ church . . .I always get their names mixed up. So in the dream, one of them is having a birthday. . .I'm looking at the board trying to read the name. . . I'm thinking I can figure it out if I can read the name, but the 1st two letters are overlapping, making it tricky. A man comes up behind me and we start swaying together like a dance. It feels nice and right, till I think. . .I don't know who this is, this might not be right. He turns me around to face him. He is taller and my age or older - Average looking, light brown wavy hair. Not anyone I know, but he knows me and loves me. We begin to dance. . .sort of like ball room dancing. I started thinking ~ is this alright to dance in church, then I thought well of course, but it felt more right again as he began to sing. I wondered where the music was coming from. We were in the main lobby-room of the church. I stated to feel conspicious because I was the only one he was dancing with. . . so he reached out and brought a man in to our dance - he twirled the man, then I reached out for the man and twirled him. Then It was just me and the (1st) man dancing again while he also continued to sing. Then I realized he was singing about moonlight. And then everytime he said the word moonlight, I could see the moon. At this point when I began to see the moonlight, I was having a hard time distinguishing his face. I would see a bright flash of moonlight. Then his head was moonlight but the rest of his body was the same - clothed. As this last part was happening, it was as though the main entry doors to the foyer - that looks out into the parking lot. . .was now looking out in to the evening - and there was a body of water there (that isn't there in rl) and I could see the moonlight reflecting by the water some too.
In the dream, the song was over, and I was trying to tell the man how his whole head became like the moonlight
Then I think I went on to dream something else.
Upon waking later, going through my morning routine, realized I didn't feel so heavy in my spirit. . . I suddenly rememberd the dream. . .I was struck with thinking that the Holy Spirit gave me this dream. . .to show me that he loves me. I feel loved.
Ok, now that I am logged in, I'm gonna have some catching up to do. . .I'm still a few weeks away from having some time to do that though.
4/26/08 - just wanted to add with Holy Spirit to the title
5/272013 ~ can't believe I didn't clarify in original . . .that I believe Satan was telling me My own husband doesn't even love me. The first time he said it: I thought, I know that- he's not well right now. But satan continued to hit me with that same thought: Your own husband doesn't even love you over the course of a week to two weeks leading up to my anniversary. The more he hit me with that sentence the more distraught I became. . . I started to think that by Feb 9th (our anniversary) that i wouldn't even be able to get out of bed. I'd be to depressed. That Jesus (or Holy Spirit) came to me in this dream as a result of that. . .to let me know that even if "my own husband didn't love me" that I was part of the bride of Christ and that he does love me.
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Right now, just before going to bed, I want to type out my dream I had last night.
But to set up everything ~ This past week, it has really been hitting me hard that Mark doesn't love me. And with the anniverary of our engagement coming up in a few days (Feb 9th) it was increasingly unsettling.
Now, this dream has changed me.
In the dream, I am at Immanuel Evangelical Free Church (my home church). I'm trying to distinguish the 2 girls (sisters) @ church . . .I always get their names mixed up. So in the dream, one of them is having a birthday. . .I'm looking at the board trying to read the name. . . I'm thinking I can figure it out if I can read the name, but the 1st two letters are overlapping, making it tricky. A man comes up behind me and we start swaying together like a dance. It feels nice and right, till I think. . .I don't know who this is, this might not be right. He turns me around to face him. He is taller and my age or older - Average looking, light brown wavy hair. Not anyone I know, but he knows me and loves me. We begin to dance. . .sort of like ball room dancing. I started thinking ~ is this alright to dance in church, then I thought well of course, but it felt more right again as he began to sing. I wondered where the music was coming from. We were in the main lobby-room of the church. I stated to feel conspicious because I was the only one he was dancing with. . . so he reached out and brought a man in to our dance - he twirled the man, then I reached out for the man and twirled him. Then It was just me and the (1st) man dancing again while he also continued to sing. Then I realized he was singing about moonlight. And then everytime he said the word moonlight, I could see the moon. At this point when I began to see the moonlight, I was having a hard time distinguishing his face. I would see a bright flash of moonlight. Then his head was moonlight but the rest of his body was the same - clothed. As this last part was happening, it was as though the main entry doors to the foyer - that looks out into the parking lot. . .was now looking out in to the evening - and there was a body of water there (that isn't there in rl) and I could see the moonlight reflecting by the water some too.
In the dream, the song was over, and I was trying to tell the man how his whole head became like the moonlight
Then I think I went on to dream something else.
Upon waking later, going through my morning routine, realized I didn't feel so heavy in my spirit. . . I suddenly rememberd the dream. . .I was struck with thinking that the Holy Spirit gave me this dream. . .to show me that he loves me. I feel loved.
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Ok, now that I am logged in, I'm gonna have some catching up to do. . .I'm still a few weeks away from having some time to do that though.
4/26/08 - just wanted to add with Holy Spirit to the title
5/272013 ~ can't believe I didn't clarify in original . . .that I believe Satan was telling me My own husband doesn't even love me. The first time he said it: I thought, I know that- he's not well right now. But satan continued to hit me with that same thought: Your own husband doesn't even love you over the course of a week to two weeks leading up to my anniversary. The more he hit me with that sentence the more distraught I became. . . I started to think that by Feb 9th (our anniversary) that i wouldn't even be able to get out of bed. I'd be to depressed. That Jesus (or Holy Spirit) came to me in this dream as a result of that. . .to let me know that even if "my own husband didn't love me" that I was part of the bride of Christ and that he does love me.
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