Crying in dream and when I wake up????
Posted: Mon Jan 05, 2015 12:03 pm
I've had variations of this dream for years but it always ends the same. I'm posting because I always wake up crying in real life and it really concerns me.
Here is my dream (what I can rememberI'll specify new aspects and the scene that never changes)
Reoccurring scene: I'm traveling on a long highway for miles. Going far away from home.
New scene: I arrive at my fathers house there's a lot of people there. It's very uncomfortable. People sleeping there, partying. I see my cousins on my moms side and wonder why she's there. The bathrooms are so filthy. Everything is so gross and chaotic.
I'm without bottom covering I need to put on my underwear but I'm trying to do it discreetly as there are so many people around. My dad comes and I hide against something. He leaves and I finally have privacy to put inderwear on.
New scene: I see a woman I know and she invites me to her mansion. She tells me her husband is a doctor and I'm very intimated by her. I want to leave because they're so wealthy and I'm feeling inadequate although she's very nice.
New scene:
I'm with a group of Christian young people and we go to this place where there are beautiful expensive cars (Bugatti). We're all checking out the cars and I see a red BMW SUV I want and there are exoctic animals and reptiles. I ask this man if my son can see one of his animals. He brings out a live scorpion and I say no! My other son wants to see it but I say no.
(Reoccurring ending scene)
A group of Christians suddenly line up facing people they've prayed for and witnessed to they throw rocks at them and strike them down.
It's our turn. We line up to face people we've prayed for and witnessed to. They look at us and I am so grieved. "I've prayed for you." I tell one girl and they can't do it they show us mercy. I start crying uncontrollably and fall to my knees because I'm so amazed at the grace. I'm thinking God did it! Wow! It's beautiful! And I'm always still crying when I wake up. Like balling crying like in the dream it's so strange.
Thanks sorry so long tried to remember as many details as possible. Even if you can share thoughts about the last scene and the crying because I'm still crying so much when I wake up. This is the only dream that feels like it's still going on when I wake up.
Here is my dream (what I can rememberI'll specify new aspects and the scene that never changes)
Reoccurring scene: I'm traveling on a long highway for miles. Going far away from home.
New scene: I arrive at my fathers house there's a lot of people there. It's very uncomfortable. People sleeping there, partying. I see my cousins on my moms side and wonder why she's there. The bathrooms are so filthy. Everything is so gross and chaotic.
I'm without bottom covering I need to put on my underwear but I'm trying to do it discreetly as there are so many people around. My dad comes and I hide against something. He leaves and I finally have privacy to put inderwear on.
New scene: I see a woman I know and she invites me to her mansion. She tells me her husband is a doctor and I'm very intimated by her. I want to leave because they're so wealthy and I'm feeling inadequate although she's very nice.
New scene:
I'm with a group of Christian young people and we go to this place where there are beautiful expensive cars (Bugatti). We're all checking out the cars and I see a red BMW SUV I want and there are exoctic animals and reptiles. I ask this man if my son can see one of his animals. He brings out a live scorpion and I say no! My other son wants to see it but I say no.
(Reoccurring ending scene)
A group of Christians suddenly line up facing people they've prayed for and witnessed to they throw rocks at them and strike them down.
It's our turn. We line up to face people we've prayed for and witnessed to. They look at us and I am so grieved. "I've prayed for you." I tell one girl and they can't do it they show us mercy. I start crying uncontrollably and fall to my knees because I'm so amazed at the grace. I'm thinking God did it! Wow! It's beautiful! And I'm always still crying when I wake up. Like balling crying like in the dream it's so strange.
Thanks sorry so long tried to remember as many details as possible. Even if you can share thoughts about the last scene and the crying because I'm still crying so much when I wake up. This is the only dream that feels like it's still going on when I wake up.