Night Encounter
Posted: Thu Aug 27, 2015 2:06 am
I had an encounter last night that I need help understanding. It involves my brother. He molested me continually as a child and to this day I can remember everything in detail (no I am not posting that here).. I was asleep at the time it happened and I could not wake up. There was a pressure on my chest and body, like someone was on top of me, I could feel a body, I saw it was my brother. I felt his presence. At the end of the dream, I heard something tell him: "Wash the sheets".. I could not wake up at all from this, and most times I am able to shake myself from bad dreams. Not always though. This morning, I smelled him in the frontroom, he had a certain 'air' about him, for lack of better words and it was strong and very present.
I have not spoken to my brother in almost 14 years, and that was when my Dad died. When I did, he was very cold towards me, because he knew what he had done. I have never told a soul in all those years, I am 64 now. Please don't tell me it was a figment of my imagination, it was not. I felt him and an odd warmth all over me, I did not like.. Minutes later I felt something oily come over me, but I still could not wake up..
I am not a sexual person, am not involved with anyone, neither do I want someone in that capacity in this time of my life... What is going on? I need to know how to pray, because I need to know what the specifics of this prayer would be. I know you can rebuke the devil and he will flee, but some you have to call by name. Plus I want to know that I am not loosing my mind. To have this happen and then smell and feel his presence next morning has me troubled. Not to crazy about going to sleep tonight.
Please, serious answers only.. I do not know how to pray about this, and am speaking to someone tonight and see if they have an answer. Thanks so much. Like I said, I didn't know if I could put this on here, and if you feel it is inappropriate you can take it off. RevK
I have not spoken to my brother in almost 14 years, and that was when my Dad died. When I did, he was very cold towards me, because he knew what he had done. I have never told a soul in all those years, I am 64 now. Please don't tell me it was a figment of my imagination, it was not. I felt him and an odd warmth all over me, I did not like.. Minutes later I felt something oily come over me, but I still could not wake up..
I am not a sexual person, am not involved with anyone, neither do I want someone in that capacity in this time of my life... What is going on? I need to know how to pray, because I need to know what the specifics of this prayer would be. I know you can rebuke the devil and he will flee, but some you have to call by name. Plus I want to know that I am not loosing my mind. To have this happen and then smell and feel his presence next morning has me troubled. Not to crazy about going to sleep tonight.
Please, serious answers only.. I do not know how to pray about this, and am speaking to someone tonight and see if they have an answer. Thanks so much. Like I said, I didn't know if I could put this on here, and if you feel it is inappropriate you can take it off. RevK