White van dream
Posted: Wed Oct 21, 2015 2:52 pm
Last night I dreamt my husband and I were driving a white van. The van was full of children. After a while we didn't want to continue with the children. I tried to get them all out and lock the door, but it was difficult because some would try and climb back in before I could close the door.
Then I was in that same white van, taken hostage by evil men. I tried screaming for help, but no one could hear me because of a loud noise. I looked behind a plastic partition and I saw the evil men using loud power tools.
I was screaming out loud, and I woke up feel terrified. After a while I fell back asleep and I was back in the van, and now one of the men was groping me. I woke up again from my own screaming, and as I was awakening I could actually feel that man still groping me.
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IRL my husband and I have been supporting an orphanage in Africa. A few weeks ago we went there for the first time, and we found out the orphanage director was a liar. He wanted money every day. We were constantly going to the ATM. When we started saying no to him, that's when the lying started.
I told him we were leaving the ministry, because now how could I trust him? But then I was reading a Beth Moore Bible study, and she said that sometimes God wants you to stay in a ministry, even if you don't respect the person in authority. Ouch, right? So fine, I told the director we'll still help his orphanage.
So I understand the first part of this dream, that the white van represents our ministry to the children. And maybe when we were trying to get the children out of the van, that was what we were doing IRL, but why in the last part of the dream am I taken hostage? That part I don't understand. Is God saying that if we abandon this ministry we will be in danger from the enemy?
Then I was in that same white van, taken hostage by evil men. I tried screaming for help, but no one could hear me because of a loud noise. I looked behind a plastic partition and I saw the evil men using loud power tools.
I was screaming out loud, and I woke up feel terrified. After a while I fell back asleep and I was back in the van, and now one of the men was groping me. I woke up again from my own screaming, and as I was awakening I could actually feel that man still groping me.
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IRL my husband and I have been supporting an orphanage in Africa. A few weeks ago we went there for the first time, and we found out the orphanage director was a liar. He wanted money every day. We were constantly going to the ATM. When we started saying no to him, that's when the lying started.
I told him we were leaving the ministry, because now how could I trust him? But then I was reading a Beth Moore Bible study, and she said that sometimes God wants you to stay in a ministry, even if you don't respect the person in authority. Ouch, right? So fine, I told the director we'll still help his orphanage.
So I understand the first part of this dream, that the white van represents our ministry to the children. And maybe when we were trying to get the children out of the van, that was what we were doing IRL, but why in the last part of the dream am I taken hostage? That part I don't understand. Is God saying that if we abandon this ministry we will be in danger from the enemy?