Claim your identity

WingsofHealing · Post by **WingsofHealing** » Sun Apr 15, 2012 8:11 pm

This dream happened in 2010... IT is nearly the most intensest dream of my life. I share it now for its been awhile since i have been here (lost my password and changed my email). I am dumbfounded of what the Lord has delivered me from, and yet trying to remain patient and listening to know what to do, when etc. Now to the dream..

Let me preface this dream with the fact I went to see jonathan welton lthe nightt of this dream. during worship (which was good), I took a flag outside and did some intense worship myself in the parking lot.

I woke up at 5:00 am and from this intense dream
I was in a place of healing maybe, (not hospital but?) There were several of us and a woman was sneaking through looking for items to take from others. I was watching her closely and it was dark, I believe night time. Ok, she gets to me and takes my purse. I say “what are you doing? That is mine. I grab it from her and a fight starts, and it gets INTENSE!!! She refused to let go of it. It took a few minutes but i did grab it and she lost her grip. She started melting like the witch in wizard of oz. Next scene....... I had collapsed, sitting in my own pee, and poop. But the fight was over and i would be fine.
(note, i learned i was in the post op ward, where surgery (spritual) was over with)

LadyinChrist · Post by **LadyinChrist** » Mon Apr 16, 2012 5:03 pm

She started melting like the witch in wizard of oz.

A deliverance/healing dream for sure...

I don't like witches, wizards, from oz or anywhere else.

Thanks for posting,
Lady

theonlywan · Post by **theonlywan** » Mon Apr 16, 2012 11:43 pm

This dream is definitely about your identity in the Lord and the enemy is trying to steal it from you!
As per the dream you must resist the enemy by using the word of God.. The word is often described as 'water' and when used, this thing will melt like the 'wicked witch of the west' in the Wiz of Oz.
= When the battle is over, you will have been purged

scripture came to mind: "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep." (John 10:10-11)

WingsofHealing · Post by **WingsofHealing** » Tue Apr 17, 2012 1:18 am

thank you................ God has most definately told me this, but now 18 months later, things are so much better, but not 100% behind me. LONG STORY.......... short version. I am adopted, abandoned by parents, (result of an affair) when i was 6 months of age. Adopted dad, God took into eternity when i was 11. I became saved when i was 19. I found my birth dad a few years ago, and within a year, started have these "blankouts". Then within a month of the dream i share here, my husband took authority and cast out 1 or more demons out of me, and the blank outs are 90% gone. I want 100% deliverance, and God has shown me nothing i do will work, i have to let HIM do it. I actually heard 2 years ago......"nicole if we do it your way, you will die" The fear of God came over me, and i do whine occasionally sometimes, but try so hard not to. Yeah i went to the doctors and had SOOOO many tests when a blank out caused an automobile accident. They said, we find nothing wrong with you. One thing i keep declaring is God will bring all things to rememberance, for sometimes i do forget, and its a spirit, not an ailment. So thank you for your encouragement, interpretation, it means alot to me........ Sincerely Nicole Ramirez

theonlywan · Post by **theonlywan** » Tue Apr 17, 2012 1:25 am

God bless you Nicole - Adoption comes with it's own set of 'special' stuff that needs healing. I know this because I am also an adoptee and am currently in the process of some major healing & rectifying of some things in that area.
God bless you, I believe the Lord is doing a special work in these days within those who were 'abandoned' .... You will be called an over-comer.

Keep faithing on!

WingsofHealing · Post by **WingsofHealing** » Tue Apr 17, 2012 4:34 am

I recieve that...... I am 53 years old and growing up my adopted parents let me know that when they adopted me, I already had the name Nicole. They gave me a middle name, and nik name. So i had Nicole, and I love LOVE my name..... It means victorious one, or victory of the people! The scripture on the plaque i bought is Job 23:11. Also check out behindthename.com to see what names mean.. Blessings! Nicole

theonlywan · Post by **theonlywan** » Wed Apr 18, 2012 8:24 pm

I was out walking today thinking of what God is about to do with me in the area of 'abandonment' and giving me a sense of belonging... As I was thinking about this I thought of you also because you are an adoptee.. which made me think of your dream and it came to me that the ending of your dream not only means you will be purged, but that the entire process will "be a bit messy"

all that typing just to give u those 4 words... lol

hugs to you my sister

LadyinChrist · Post by **LadyinChrist** » Wed Apr 18, 2012 9:20 pm

all that typing just to give u those 4 words... lol

this seems to happen to me all the time too.

WingsofHealing · Post by **WingsofHealing** » Thu Apr 19, 2012 11:07 pm

I would like to take time to share something in regards to the statement............ It could be a bit messy. Deep breath........ Some of this i have shared i believe a few years back within a few months of posting the dream. I really dont know what to share, and what not to.... let me try.

1. I have had these "funny feelings", sensations all my life.
2. I am adopted and believe this dream is about the deliverance, and yet WHEN and AS i realize who I am in Christ, i keep getting more freedom.
3. I found my birth dad and within a year, those funny feelings didnt just fade out, but progressed to a full fledged blank out. Not fainting, but when i come to, realizing I blanked out.
4. the first blank out i had a few years ago (within2 days of my bd in 2008), well totalled my vehicle. But i was 100% fine. The Hospital did every test imaginable and found nothing wrong with me.
Things are SOO Much better but there is still residue, or ???? I really wasnt thinking to go into such detail, but have had a couple of people ask some questions SOOOOOOO
After that accident, once or twice or maybe 3 times in a year (i really have tried to put so much of this behind me), my husband would find me roaming in the house mumbling to myself. He would awaken me, take me back to bed. In November of 2010 I had the dream here as i shared earlier in this posting. Within a month, my husband found me again wandering in the house. He then took authority and CAST out a demon, broke curses. (i dont know the details, for i wasnt aware). He told me that as he started to help me, i was thrown to the floor, the spirit started to hurt me. Since that night i have never had any more manifestations. And though i still have blank outs, only about a two thirds of them no longer carry over to blanking out. I was black and blue from bruises after the deliverance. I have been saved for over 30years and was amazed that a christian could have demons. Guess i learned something new. Most of my breakthroughs have been this year in the fact of GOD LOVES ME. I have always known this, but love to love others, but dont really let love soak into me as i should.

some tears right now. I certainly know there is more healing, and forgive me, but i do get tired of something else that needs healing................................

Yes i have the details of what happened to me before my parents abandoned me. maybe i will share later.

theonlywan · Post by **theonlywan** » Thu Apr 19, 2012 11:37 pm

oh yes, Christians can have demons.. I actually am being sent to help one dear friend of mine get free from some which were.. hmmm.. 'placed there'. She is a beautiful friend but what was done to her thru childhood was horrible.

Please be careful what you write on a public board... It's good to want to trust, but be cautious in exposing too much.

GBU precious woman of God and may His freedom and continued deliverance fall on you like the rain.

WingsofHealing · Post by **WingsofHealing** » Fri Apr 20, 2012 12:19 am

yes i totally agree, and have shared the rest in private messages. thank you.....